Christmas melancholy

but more

i’ve never not been the ringleader of Christmas cheer for my family, but this year

mustering is so difficult so blue i feel bad mostly for

my children: where are all the presents, mommy? my brother and family will arrive soon and i should be

planning the menu making the food finding the folly seems dead

i need want taste still feel everything

connected and fear of the future

at least my husband is beginning to take up the slack but it comes at a price

i find corners away to just cry



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