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My Hero

max be well my hero such

tiny arms could break like

shattered glass bleeding they still wrap

around me from me my body you are

me my son weak scared hurting stronger than

anyone for me love

he gives me unconditionally except when he doesn’t almost the

obstinence of a child, do you know?


killing me upon life birth hard heart rate erratic no one understood

what is wrong with her think think think the nurse i love said

scars with me for a life a

lifetime too death do us part but who


Mommy, i love that beautiful coat you wear

you are so beautiful to me

it makes me feel good when i see you in it

reminds me of our trip to Yosemite

I gush at my little hero as i look down at

my beautiful coat stained heavy with

tears and snout probably it is just an

old ragged sweatshirt i wear when i

feel so cold sick sad hiding under the hood

he snuggles into me my warmth building in us

both each others heros


Girls’ day Love

“Momma,” she pouted low coughy winey lovey

c’mere sweety snuggle warming into me

always daddy’s little girl, she always sides w him

you just need to find a job he does everything

“last night was the worst night aah ever, mamma”

I’m sorry, honey love my everything

because your brother jumped on top of your neck with all his force and almost broke it, sweetie?

they were play wrestling under his supervision, of course he blew up but

how dare i say calm down

because mama left to late night yoga?

“i don’t know, i guess” she pouted into my chest


hot chocolate, chocolate, chocolate muffins warm coffee warm words will hold me keep me


“momma?” she said with more confidence strong headed me i love

ya know what daddy said last night? sticking out her lower lip face scrunching

what honey? looking in the rear view mirror

he said i just need to learn how to read, letting out a breath she held all night

it was only one word, maybe i didn’t want to read that word, maybe i was just reading to myself


her words: feel good words she knows like me

Title: Dogs

Dogs sleep, Dogs snuggle, Dogs Play

when you are droopy Dogs make you Happy

and snuggle with you too

Title: Cats do/Go/Play

Cats snuggle with you cats and kittens Play with

Their Toys

Cats do go outside, kittens too


listen momma this one’s like holiday music!

music playing horns piano jump and shout dancing fun a little yoga mats lined up

even a few math problems at her request, so like me

mama mama, this one’s called snowman! we should play it for the holidays!

Yes we should, a play a sing a song a dance its always love.