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My Hero

max be well my hero such

tiny arms could break like

shattered glass bleeding they still wrap

around me from me my body you are

me my son weak scared hurting stronger than

anyone for me love

he gives me unconditionally except when he doesn’t almost the

obstinence of a child, do you know?

 

killing me upon life birth hard heart rate erratic no one understood

what is wrong with her think think think the nurse i love said

scars with me for a life a

lifetime too death do us part but who

 

Mommy, i love that beautiful coat you wear

you are so beautiful to me

it makes me feel good when i see you in it

reminds me of our trip to Yosemite

I gush at my little hero as i look down at

my beautiful coat stained heavy with

tears and snout probably it is just an

old ragged sweatshirt i wear when i

feel so cold sick sad hiding under the hood

he snuggles into me my warmth building in us

both each others heros

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Mother Nature My Sunshine

This post is for the Nature Chills Challenge on A Momma’s View: https://amommasview.wordpress.com/blog-eventschallenges/nature-chills-challenge/

Being out in Nature is the way I connect to my thoughts, my feelings, my joy, my everything really. I like to be secluded(but not alone) in nature with them, whether it is the rocky mountains in which I live, or visiting the oceans where I grew up, i find almost all my inspiration for writing comes from outside. It creates the emotions and voices inside me from which I write.

 

Oh, sentient One, my Oak

branches strong above me lay

spread across the open grasses golden hills of California

floating pelicans perfectly placed between masses of elements breathe

upon my moons we wake gently too by my light full

on the building of waves movement across the oceans

swells slowly awake at my post facing our mountains

your soul army arching from behind through the hills your branches reach

meandering paths just peak along the bluffs

reaching in shallow pools hands pricked by sea anenome

rooting my topsoil secluded trails of enchanted forests blanketed

only by distant low vibrations

we play in the patches of sunlight

weaving through the intoxication of bell flower forests, laughing

laying on a suns ray field purple with long smiles

mostly I love the patchy shade of the redwoods filtering happiness through the reality of hundreds of years of birth, life, love, loss, death.

My Hagia Sophia

The golden-blonde head bent at my elbow had curls coated in pink, strawberry yogurt. Sophia sucked her strands as she lifted her eyes to mine, “I love you, Mommy.” The tiny daisies danced on her ruffled dress as her legs kicked, below the table, still too small to touch the floor.

“I love you too, Peanut.”

 

Affection, rather than Perfection, in writing (and in life), is more interesting. Enjoy writing, write what you enjoy! Anne Lowenkopf –

 

The dirt started at the boot line where a specially dark splotch of probable chocolate mixed with a fine stinky cream bordeaux cheese rubbed into her shins. She was a long, messy girl, taking after her mother. Confident and quick with her emotions, her words were often unknowingly wise. Red wine and champagne stains all over me and the table, napkins, rings blurring the smudges of last nights food.

 

Hagia Sophia Del Fiore

Our Muze Giris Bileti in one hand, hers in my other, we walk together across the nave, my daughter, my dream. My heart pounding at the thought of touches shared with you this morning, looking forward to dinner tonight and the stained glass of ancient knowledge above. My love Constantinople is Istanbul today, Turkey. Giving thanks for finding your flowers when I did on my gray birthday. I missed you. It looked like you sitting slumped, early in the cafe hours, engrossed in communications, probably a writer, it was not. Of dark Greek features young with strength I could know, he looked twice. So did I noticing his thoughtful eyes and ring around his left hand finger, my childrens’ words inside my head. Will you marry someone else, Mommy, he asked. I don’t know, sweetie, thats not what I am thinking about. I just love you and everything will be alright for all of us. Just you, talking and touching me, when will it be? My blood is running thin and pressure mounting, from below the iron-chain you come.

 

to: Marcia

thankyou for all the bread anb for all the Love. you are nise like a Butterfly flyi-

ng in the sky. from:Sophia

Imagine this on pink construction paper with three kittycat heads balanced perfectly below the thank you, and spaced evenly between the and for all. The page torn in half evenly just like the loaf of bread was cut at Marcia’s instruct; one half in the fridge, never freeze it suffocates the flavor. The bottom half read:

 

you are prity like flower a blooming anb your bread is grate like a purpel dandeelion your bread is good whith tam But Better whith yur our Love

And below that is her quick self portrait. I told her to just write, don’t worry about spelling, you can take things out later, but never throw away. She still asked me how to spell lion, my girl through and true.